Showing posts with label ella hurts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ella hurts. Show all posts

Monday, August 6, 2007

please, my knowledge runs deep!


The Move 9
I think the move organization is a great example of the saying "Knowledge is Infinite" or as Philly would say "my knowledge runs deep!" I recently came across this organization when I was doing research for political female prisoners for the organization I volunteer for. The amount of stress I've consumed after finding out about this is unexplainable. I'm constantly looking for more as if I'm not really believing what I'm reading. It seems that they were such a threat to police and government, just because of what they believed. Peep the documentary narrated by social activist Howard Zinn and if your interested in more info let me know and I'll get it to you. But you opinions are important, I'm curious if we're on the same page...?

Howard Zinn

ella's sad

I see you and have so many things to say
about how much I miss you and wished you
never strayed. how I smell you in the mornings
and dream of you in the evenings.
how I still get the tingle down my spine

But I see you and the only thing I can
mutter to say is.... why you leave me, or
never needed me! why wasn't my love
enough? even when I stayed when shit
got rough...

Then I see me and wonder
how did this happen, why because
he gave up on us I start questioning
my worth? Since when did me become
meaningless and he meaningful?
How did the guy the world knew
could never love me, consume me,
drain me, to the state that I'm
loosing me....

You look at me and say
how my eyes look tired
and I swear that just fueled
the fire! b/c if you looked close
enough you would see not shattered dreams
and loss of integrity but my moment
of clarity....damn